I'm so fan ahhhhhh..........

I really dun no what to do ? Someone pls teach me how and what to do Ahhhh. So many thing are happening to me now. I just dun feel that my home . I dun feel like going home, why must i only can stay/hide in my room when I reach home, Evey thing when i'm out of the room have to see some !@#$% face, like i own you money like that. Sometime still get scolding for nothing Ahhhh I cant stand it liao it like Year :( Dun make me not to go home ahhhh.