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{Saturday, August 29, 2009 , 2:59 AM} Hello Im Back  Back to blog now and now it 3.10am liao :) haha you may ask why do I blog at this time haha the reason is cos i reach home at 2.45am have to bath all that than blog ma, today cg was GREAT , the song, the game, the fellowship, the WORD was touch by the word today , talking about Family as in S28 , Church we are 1 big family , and i totaly agreen with it. When Elaine asked what it lonely,who feel lonely i really feel lonely some time at home at cellgroup but I have found my prob with it, I dun no who to share , i dun no how to start, om scared after i say thing will get wost I scard after I say i will get scolded, I dun want this thing to happen I found out sometime you try to get close to that person and thing really happen and you will find that you have people to talk to , but after sometime the person will just left you aside as in ( back to just a friend ) not ( close friends) anymore some how i just feel this way , why why do i have to face thsi prob can i say no to this? Can I? Or did i Do any thing that make your unhappy of me ? Did I ? Pls tell me ? Like what Elaine say thick skin but shar heart (Ps dun no how to spell) haha back to it, I will accect whatever you all tell me, and I will try to change. In another way im really scared of geting too close to people now , when you get more close it will hurt you more , so now I dun no what will happen the next day so just be happy with my good friends and enjoy the time with them befor thing happen :( Was think should i write this on my blog since I dun no how to say and act it out in a way than i should write here ba. It been a few week that i feel this in my heart that we are not close now , we use to chat on phone say our prob but , now i dun no why i try to talk to you, but i dun no why it just not like last time every thing had change ,really this is how i feel when i call you , i have not much thing to talk to you, you use to start a toipe when i got nothing to say but now it like all it my toipe you just ans-ing my Q only , I dun want a Part-Time friends but a good friend ? Can we ? But thank to Crystal I dun no isit she know when I was lonely ,or what just that every time i feel lonely she will make be laught , she the one who will come and talk to me amd make me laught and put a smile on my face , i never tell anyone this befoe now i wirte it here this how i feel anyway thank Crystal ( Sis) you never fail making me laught really enjoy the day with you Thank Cynthai too when I need help she will try to help me with it Thank Elaine for taking care of me that never fail the truse in me and will teach me what i need to do at time Thank alot (AHBU) Thank everyone in S28, W519 who really help me befor Thank You :) Sound like im .... haha no la just want to take this time to thank you all ma haha Yea someone say befor Im more close to the girl to guy i guss it was right haha but will try to get close to the guy too :) Hope after i post this post thing wont get wost :) It take me 45min to write this :) haha hope it wont make anyone angry because of this post or think that im just acting cos this came from my heart :) Take Care Guy Bye.... Hahah im not going off anywhere la Have to sleep now it 4am liao ma tired la :) |
